blarg

I feel like crap. I am trying to deal with my ADD/ADHD/ABCDEFG. I get so frustrated with myself. I can focus on things for a long time... but only if they only really interest me. This includes all the things that DON'T need to be done. I want to be able to concentrate on these mundane tasks. It is just painful. Compound this with some social anxiety, three kids, two cats a long commute, and general life, and you get an idea of the chaos that is inside me.

Going to try some new drugs. Hopefully they will help settle down the mess in my head.