Fun with friends

We met with some friends again. They have reiterated that they would like to get together again to "play". We have played before but we had to take a vacation from it for a while. Too much was going on and we had to stop. We want to play again and so do they. We will probably get back into it within the next year in small steps.

Just the thought of being with them is intriguing again. They visited us yesterday and we started talking about sex and swinging. She, lets call her Emmy, sounds like she is much more comfortable with her body now. Before when we played, Emmy had issues with her body and how she looked. My wife and I are not Hollywood perfect by any means and we are very accepting. Emmy and her man(TJ) were having "problems" but as far as I can tell they have worked things our and are more secure in their relationship. Emmy has also put on a bit of weight which is fine to everyone else concern... she has huge knockers now. :) She likes them too. Hmm, boobies.

That night we had some of the best sex we have had in over a year. Been quite pathetic lately in general. We are getting better, everything is getting better. Everything on the up swing.

My wife(Honey) is also curious about TJ. Since the last time we played he got a PA piercing. Honey doesn't want me to get a PA, (I hope you don't Honey) but she wants to know how it feels.

It is going to be very interesting in the coming months/years...

The joys of legal stimulants

I am liking this new stuff. There is no rush, there is no crash at the end. Very smooth, very clean. Not harsh at all. I have motivation and energy into the evening, the days don't seem to overwhelm me. I have only been taking it for a few days now, but I like it so far. Except for the good case of the runs that it gives. I may(am) be lactose intollerant and of course all these meds have lactose in them. We will see if it steadies itself out over the next little while. I am also taking acidophilus that should help a bit.

The joys of being unmedicated

I am really looking forward to trying something new this afternoon. The last stuff I was on was pretty bad. Cranky, digestive issues, sexual side effects. All not good. But my productivity increased, got better sleep. Basically body sucked, mind better. I have been off the last stuf for about a month now. Good and bad are back to "normal".

blarg

I feel like crap. I am trying to deal with my ADD/ADHD/ABCDEFG. I get so frustrated with myself. I can focus on things for a long time... but only if they only really interest me. This includes all the things that DON'T need to be done. I want to be able to concentrate on these mundane tasks. It is just painful. Compound this with some social anxiety, three kids, two cats a long commute, and general life, and you get an idea of the chaos that is inside me.

Going to try some new drugs. Hopefully they will help settle down the mess in my head.

This is awesome. Hate to crash this.

Model F-14

Have you ever wondered...

Have you ever wondered why guys have nipples? No? Me either.

Crap I guess this is the beginning.

This is the start of something beautiful. Either that or it is time to increase my medication.